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A Brief Update

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<periodic reminder that I'm still alive and popping in here to clean out my inbox every few days>

:bulletred: Perhaps the most interesting update is that there's a new excerpt from Fracture available to read here on my blog. I've actually been making some writing progress lately and have kind of mapped out a better process for myself, so hopefully things will go a little faster from here.

:bulletred: I haven't posted here since I re-did my website, did I? While you're checking out my blog, take a look around the rest of the website too. I completely revamped it at the beginning of the year, so it's got some new features—including a glossary/pronunciation guide—and a whole new look.

:bulletred: I've recently become obsessed with the Lazarus graphic novel series by Greg Rucka. Anyone who likes interesting dystopian worldbuilding, warring factions with mafia-like structures, and badass lady antihero characters definitely needs to check it out.

:bulletred: Did y'all see this wonderful piece of Ziva artwork done by the lovely Epantiras last fall? I love it.
Ziva Payvan by Epantiras

:bulletred: I took a vacation to Arizona back in March with some of my best friends and got to see the Grand Canyon for the first time. THAT was cool.

:bulletred: Went and saw the Avengers: Infinity War premiere with my sister. Loved it. Normally I've been avoiding premieres just because they make for kind of a late night and I have to get up super early in the morning, but this one was totally worth it, even though I was a zombie the next day. It was super fun to be there with a bunch of other knowledgeable, excited fans.

:bulletred: Also saw Solo a couple weeks ago. Enjoyed it. Didn't love it the way I loved, say, Rogue One, but it was fun and definitely worth watching at least once for any Star Wars fan. I'll certainly watch it again.

:bulletred: A Quiet Place was also very good.

:bulletred: Since the start of the year, I've been replaying all the Fallout games since I hadn't played FO3 and FO:NV since they became backward compatible for Xbox One. I enjoyed both of them a lot more than I did the first time I played, partially because they just looked so good in HD but also because I generally had a better understanding of the mechanics and gameplay. And I inevitably started a new playthrough of FO4 just recently. It's just so pretty.

:bulletred: I tuned in to Bethesda's E3 press conference Sunday night too. I've wanted to be excited for Fallout 76, but now that it's been confirmed to be multiplayer, I've pretty much lost interest. If they change it or add a singleplayer campaign/story, they'll have my attention. In the meantime, there are other things that have caught my eye, such as Starfield.

Annnnd that's all I can think of for now. As always, feel free to follow me on social media (particularly Twitter) to stay in touch and keep up to date with what I'm doing.


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As in it's legitimately been a year... oops...

So, many of you have probably noticed I'm not super active on here anymore. At all, really. Because I'm The Worst™. I do log in every couple of days and clean out my inbox, so if I watch you and you've posted any artwork recently, I have seen it. And in the rare event that I actually have some new artwork, I have tried to post it. 

I also cancelled my Core Membership a few months ago just because I wasn't active enough on here to make it worth the money, but I just renewed it again for a brief time while I do some general maintenance with my profile. Once it expires I'm sure I'll cancel it again.

Anyway, I've got a few art scraps I'll try to post within the next few days. Between writing, gaming, volleyball, and whatever the heck else I've had going on, I just haven't had time or motivation to draw. I've mostly been using bits and pieces of old artwork to create new stuff for book promotion purposes. So it's not really anything new to look at, but it's still kind of fun. 

So if you don't already follow me on Twitter, you can find me at @EJFisch -- I'm VERY active on there and have been participating in some fun writing games that give glimpses into what I'm currently working on. You can also visit www.ejfisch.com for periodic updates, but, surprise, I'm also terrible about keeping my blog and announcements updated on there.

ANYWAY, I'm still around, just lurking. Shout if you need me :D

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Greetings, y'all

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The title says it all, really.

The time period from mid-August to early November is basically a black hole for me. Aka it's volleyball season. This means I get up at 5:30am to go work out, then I go to work from 8 to 5, then I go straight to volleyball practice, and while that gets over at 7:30, I typically don't get home til nearly 8. Then I have to go to bed early enough (10:00 is pushing it) that I'm not a complete zombie when I get up the next morning and do it all over again.

I keep wishing I was one of those people who could function well on 5 hours of sleep...

Anyway, we've actually got a TON of athleticism this year, which is something we've struggled a little with in the past few seasons. However, we have no JV coach this year; our usual JV coach just had a baby in June and now she's trying to move and sell her house and she's got two other kids under the age of 5 so it was just going to be a wreck for her. Ergo we've been doing staggered practices, with the JVs going from 5 to 6:30 and the varsity going from 5:45 to 7:30. My mom and I work with the JVs and then I go to the other court and get the varsity warmed up and start running them through their ball-handling drills while my mom works on the bigger-scale game situations with the JVs. Then when they're done, we both do game situations with the varsity. It's working out okay so far, but it's absolutely exhausting, and we miss the JV coach just because she works so well with us and is a really neat person and a really good influence on the girls. 

We also have no setter this year. The girl who's been setting on JV for the past two years is a junior now...and hasn't gotten any better. Therefore she's still on JV. She and her two friends kinda seemed to think they'd automatically be on varsity since they were juniors this year, and I've always absolutely hated that attitude. Half the varsity roster is made up of underclassmen who are better than they are. So the girl who was our libero last year as a freshman has ended up becoming our setter, and while she does a pretty good job, I know how much she loved being libero and I feel really bad that she doesn't get to continue in that position. She's a really good kid though and I know she realizes that this is where the team needs her, whether she likes it or not. We have another freshman who we've brought up to be the libero, and she's actually got decent setting hands too, so it will be interesting to see if we can groom her a little over the next couple of years. We've got three seniors, one of which is incredibly athletic but a bit of a head case, one of which doesn't have an intense bone in her body, and one of which works really hard but is kind of unpolished and out of control. Then we have one junior who has been on varsity since she was a freshman; she's probably our second-strongest hitter and makes a decent secondary setter, but she's kind of immobile after a knee surgery last year. Aside from our libero-turned-setter, we have two other sophomores, one of which is pretty tall and is a really great blocking presence but is horribly self-conscious and quiet. The other was one of the kids we had swing up for post-season last year and we saw really good things when we had to throw her into one of the matches up at the state tournament. She has stepped up her game and is making a good contribution this year. Then we actually have one other junior (one of that group of three I mentioned) who, I think, is getting a little bit of a wake-up call and realizing varsity isn't all it's cracked up to be (read: just because you're a junior doesn't mean you're automatically on varsity, and just because you're on varsity doesn't mean you'll even get to play). At this point in the season, she's basically an extra body. We're actually talking about moving her back to JV, but then we don't want to take playing time away from the freshmen who are on the verge of being better than she is.

This Saturday is the second of three tournament weekends in a row. Once those are over, things definitely improve. We still play almost every Saturday, but at least games are in the afternoon so we don't have to get up at 6am. We really should be able to do well again this year. There's no reason we should lose to any team in our league, and we were at the top of the food chain at the state level last year too. I'm looking forward to a good season, and this is a pretty fun group of girls to work with. 

One of the doctors at work has been reading my books and has invited me to her sci fi book club a couple of times. Turns out the club is currently reading Dakiti. That was definitely a surprise! Now I feel obligated to go to this next meeting. It should actually be kinda fun to have reasonably deep discussions with people who have actually read the book. I always find it so hard to explain things to people who haven't read it. It might also be an opportunity to sell a couple copies of the sequels. I plan on "just happening to have" my box of books in my car that day ;) 

The big multi-author signing at the book trader is coming up in about a month too, so I should probably take inventory and get some more books ordered. I've been working on a few new promo materials that will be pretty cool. I made tiny posters of The Collection and Forged From The Stars and I bought some craft foam that I'm gonna use to make Kindle-shaped frames for them (I even found some letter stickers that are almost the exact Kindle logo font). That way I can have them out on the table and be like "Yes these are my books but then I also have these that are just for Kindle." I also made some little business cards for each book -- the fronts have a cool quote from the book against whatever background I used for the covers, and the backs have some of my Covervault mockups with each book's site URL. I actually want to do one more little thing just showcasing that Fracture and Embers are coming along too. It'll be kinda lame to just have the same stock as last year, but also fun to have some extra promo materials. I may not have published anything since then, but I've still come a long way.

Hmm. What else has been happening... (not much since I legitimately only have like an hour at home in the evenings). There are semi-serious talks about getting another dog after volleyball season so Mae has a friend. We would definitely wait just because, as we learned exactly a year ago, volleyball season is a terrible time to get a puppy. And it wasn't so bad with her last year because she was small enough that she'd just run around for a while and then take a nap and wasn't really capable of destroying anything. But now she's full-grown and as energetic as ever, so if she's bored she digs holes and chews up hoses and stuff and then is WAY too rowdy when we all get home in the evening. People have been home to play with her all summer but now that school has started, we leave early in the mornings and have to just put her straight outside. And let me tell you...she's the MASTER of using her big brown puppy eyes to make you feel like the Worst Person Ever when you leave her. Ugh. Such a cutie.

Is everyone excited about the latest Mass Effect: Andromeda news / game footage!!?? It's sooooo pretty.

OH! On that note, I finally caved and bought an Xbox One. I bought Fallout 4 so it could be the first thing I played, but I highly doubt I'll be able to play until after volleyball is over. Last year I stayed up later gaming, but that was before I was getting up at 5:30 to go to the gym. My sister actually bought herself Rise of the Tomb Raider so she could play it on there (I forced her to get her own controller first since she always uses my controller for the 360 -- despite the fact that she has her own for that too -- and whenever I'd go to use it, the batteries would be dead :P ). It runs really smooth though and I'm super glad to be able to play things on an HD TV now. And so many of my favorite games are backward compatible! Honestly that was the deal breaker between Xbox One and PS4. There are so many awesome looking PS4-exclusive games, but the lack of backward compatibility was a huge turn-off.

Anyway, back to dealing with insane life things. 

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*obligatory disclaimer about how terrible I am at keeping this journal updated*

Let's see...last entry was the beginning of May. What all has happened since then...

4th of July happened, I guess. Since the holiday was on a Monday, I took Friday and Tuesday off and ended up with a 5-day weekend, which was totally glorious. We fulfilled the tradition of going up to my grandparents' house in south-central Washington and we actually had other family there this time and got to see our cousin whom we hadn't seen in almost 2 years. It's always fun to hang out with him. The weather was cooler than usual up there too -- we're usually miserable half the time because it's too hot to do anything and you can't sleep because you're stuck to the sheets, etc. etc. We hiked down to a waterfall one day and had to wear jackets because the all the spray from the water was making it too cold, and we had to wear coats and bring blankets to watch fireworks Monday night :lol: It was kind of ridiculous.

So at the beginning of June I finally caved and went and got a membership at the YMCA. I hadn't worked out at all since last summer before I started my job, aside from walking the dog. So for the past two months, I've been forcing myself to get up at 5:30 each morning and go work out before work. It's honestly not so bad once I'm up -- it's the getting up part that sucks. And it's been nice that it's already light outside at that time during this part of the year. I imagine it's gonna be miserable in the winter. But yeah, between working out for 45 minutes every morning and cutting soda on weekdays, I feel a lot better. Haven't been getting deathly sleepy in the middle of the day anymore, except on occasion if I have to sit through a boring meeting or something.  And I can see some muscle definition returning to my legs. Being naturally athletic but miserably out of shape has been frustrating :XD:

This past weekend has probably been the most exciting though. Every so often, I remember to look up some of my favorite musical artists and look at their tour schedules to see if they'll be anywhere nearby (which usually means Portland, occasionally Eugene, and rarely Medford). A while back, I looked and saw that The Piano Guys were gonna be in Jacksonville (Medford area) as part of the music festival held there every summer. I also saw that they were gonna be up in Portland at the Oregon Zoo the following night. I got excited and decided we needed to look into getting tickets for one or the other of those shows, preferably Jacksonville since it's only 2 hours away as opposed to 5. But, like most things, it slipped through the cracks and we forgot to make a plan and buy tickets. So by the time we remembered again, the show in Jacksonville was totally sold out and the one in Portland had dwindling availability (bear in mind that this was back in like mid-May and the concerts weren't until July 28 and 29). We kicked it into gear and went ahead and bought tickets for the Portland show, unsure when they'd ever be in this area again.

I got the day off from work Friday and we drove like maniacs up to Portland. The concert wasn't til 7pm, but they were opening the doors at 5, and we wanted to get there early enough to beat rush-hour traffic, AND to top it off, zoo parking is notoriously terrible, so we factored in extra time to get to the metro station. Ergo it ended up being kind of a rush. We got checked into the hotel and left there around 2:30, then got to the MAX station and caught the first train over to the zoo. We ended up having to carry a bunch of stuff, including the folding chairs we'd sit in for the concert, which was a little annoying, but the worst part was just that it was like 95°F plus humidity, which is totally unheard of for Portland. I mean, I'm glad it was like that and not pouring rain like it usually is, but it was still kinda miserable. People were already lining up for the concert by the time we got there, and we heard rumors they'd been waiting since like 10:30am. We did our circuit of the zoo (although most of the animals were hiding because it was too hot) and finally got in line at about 4:30. We got pretty good seats when we finally got into the venue, intentionally placing ourselves toward the back so we could get out easier, but it ended up being so crowded and it really wasn't any easier. We took turns staying with the chairs and backpack while other people were out filling water bottles (they had like 50 water stations set up) or getting something for dinner (they also had a big variety of food trucks set up, which is apparently the norm during this summer concert series). At one point, zoo employees came out on the stage and did a birds of prey demonstration to keep everyone occupied for a little while, and that was super cool.

The concert got started right on schedule and was an absolute blast. I love The Piano Guys' music but they're also hilarious and stop and talk between songs and make it a really fun experience. I definitely recommend seeing them live if you ever have the opportunity. During one of their songs that features a full-scale orchestra in the recorded version, they brought a group from a local youth symphony out to play with them and they were so good. They ended the show with their rendition of Rachel Platten's "Fight Song," which they've given a Scottish twist and meshed with "Amazing Grace." So naturally they brought out some guys with bagpipes. THAT was awesome. I have a few videos up (but shhh, we weren't supposed to be recording) over on Twitter if anyone wants to check them out.

Getting out of there was kind of a pain because of the crowd (and of course my mind was going to all the disasters that have happened around the world lately and I was thinking about how we'd all be killed if even one person panicked and people started stampeding). We made it back to the hotel and absolutely crashed. We'd originally planned on going all the way home the next day but had decided kind of at the last minute to stay another night in Eugene on the way home and take our time. That meant we finally got to stop at the huge outlet mall in Woodburn. We've stopped there a few times but have always been in a hurry, and for once we actually got to do some real shopping. They have all the stores that matter...by which I mean Asics, Under Armour, and Nike. I said "treat yo'self" and probably spent too much money, but it was well worth it. 

We made it home a little later than we'd wanted to last night after getting stuck in traffic behind yet another fatal car crash on highway 97 (you may recall my journal from last summer detailing a similar situation). I'm not kidding when I say that stretch of highway is an absolute death trap because people drive like absolute morons. Our kitties and pup were glad to see us when we got home though, and I'm always ready to see them again even if we've only been gone a couple of days. 

So tonight my sister and I are finally going to see Jason Bourne and I'm freaking pumped. We'd wanted to go to the premiere, but she's a nanny for a family with a little 3-year-old girl and they called and asked if she could work that night so we didn't get to go. I hate going to movies on week nights, but on the plus side the theater is usually pretty empty.

I'm also freaking pumped for the Olympics, particularly volleyball (shouldn't come as any surprise). The US women's indoor team is so epic -- I've seen the majority of those girls play in person while they were in college and already being so familiar with them is a lot of fun. I went in and looked at the event schedule on the Olympics website and signed up to receive reminders for all volleyball events, both men's and women's, both indoor and outdoor. And even though volleyball is the highlight, I just love watching sports in general. It's gonna suck being at work during the day when I'd normally just be at home staring at the TV in a vegetative state (because I kid you not, it always seems like our TV is on 24/7 during the Olympics). I'll no doubt be streaming live from my work computer with headphones in, getting absolutely no work done. It's gonna be exciting.

In other news, I've been getting back into working on my Italian (hadn't realized how much I really knew until we were at Olive Garden over the weekend and I could actually read some of the extra details on the menu). I seriously recommend Duolingo for all your language-learning needs. I wanna try to learn Russian so bad by the Cyrillic alphabet complicates things so much. I'm also finally on the verge of getting an Xbox One, now that the prices have dropped again in anticipation of the Xbox One S. So many of my favorite games are already backward compatible, and I've been going through major Fallout withdrawals, so I need to play Fallout 4.  And the new Mirror's Edge. And Deus Ex: Mankind Divided when it comes out. I may wait until the end of the week because Friday is payday, but it's gonna happen.

Okay, back to work. Peace.

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Hellllooooooo

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Just a quick update to let everyone know I'm still alive. I haven't updated this journal in like 3 months because a) I don't really have time and b) I really honestly don't have anything interesting to talk about. And here I thought my life was boring during school...

Things are fine, for the most part. I wake up every morning, I go to work, I sit on my butt in an office for 8 hours, I go home, I sleep, I do it over again (being an adult is fun! :roll: ). But hey, MONEY. It's been nice to be able to actually chip away at my car payments and student loans and still be able to afford other stuff I want/need. Of course having money also means I had to file taxes for the first time this year, and while it would have been fine under normal circumstances, abnormal circumstances turned it into a nightmare. Health insurance is required in Oregon (maybe it was everywhere, I don't even know...thanks, Obama) and you have to enter health insurance info on TurboTax. I was covered on my mom's plan while I was a student, but then when I got my job, I was covered by my employer. But TurboTax only lets you enter one thing, so I put my employer insurance. Then they sent me a letter asking for health insurance coverage for the rest of the year and wanted me to send an amended tax return and some other forms and whatnot. I did that, a mere day before the deadline they'd specified in the letter...and then got it back a week and a half later with insufficient postage. ???????????????????????????? No idea why it took so long to come back (we think it probably got all the way to the IRS headquarters and then they were like "lol nope" and sent it back, which is the BIGGEST WASTE of resources ever. So I re-packaged everything, wrote up a formal business letter explaining what had happened, and then took the thing to the post office to make sure it got mailed correctly......and it didn't get there the day it was supposed to. According to the tracking information, it has now been delivered, but I'll believe it when I see it, so to speak. So if you never here from me again, it's because I got arrested for tax evasion or something.

It would be super cool if that didn't happen.

Anyway. I think I'm going to see Captain America: Civil War sometime this week, so that will be fun. My sister has already seen it and loved it and everyone else I've heard from is totally obsessed. We recently went to see The Jungle Book, which was REALLY good. Totally brought back memories. The old animated version was one of my favorite movies as a kid. We still have it on VHS so after seeing the new one, I came home and dug the VCR out of the basement and watched it. But yeah, the new one has excellent voice actors, CGI, and cinematography. You have to give the kid who played Mowgli props too because he spent so much time acting by himself in scenes. He had a few rough patches but did really well for the most part.

Last weekend I finally took the time to get all caught up on Better Call Saul. Even though it was still good, I wasn't totally engrossed in the first season, but this second season was excellent. It's just as good as Breaking Bad. Definitely not as dark, but still...bleak? Gritty? It's perfect spin-off material and I've really enjoyed some of the parallels and continuity details. After I got all caught up I caved and re-started Breaking Bad and good grief I'd forgotten how good this show is. I kinda can't explain it. It's unpleasant enough that I'm like "Why am I even watching this?" but somehow it's still so captivating.

Oh! I almost forgot. Back in March, I finally took a day off work and we went down to Sacramento for the weekend at the beginning of spring break. Since my mom is a teacher and my sister is still in school, they both had that break, and they wanted to try to do something fun even if it was only for a couple of days. We had wanted to go to the coast but the weather was gonna be crappy, and we're tired of Portland so we decided to go south where it would be warmer. We took my new car and got excellent gas mileage. We don't make it down that way very often so it's always kind of nice to see some generally unfamiliar scenery. It was dark by the time we got down there but we made it to the hotel and just chilled for a while. The next morning we went down to Old Sacramento and wandered around for a couple of hours; it wasn't quite as cool as I remember it being, but that may be because there were some kinda weird people down there asking for money or trying to sell you stuff and it was a little sketchy. We went and found a nice mall and did a little shopping, but it was ridiculously crowded and we were all getting hangry. Huzzah Panda Express. We went out to this really cool outlet mall that we'd been to last time we were in Sacramento, and it was a much more pleasant experience. We were all running out of gas though so we decided to go back and find somewhere fairly nice to go to dinner. I wanted Italian and my mom had her heart set on seafood, so we decided on Olive Garden so everyone could get what they wanted. Then we found one of those self-serve frozen yogurt places near the hotel and stopped there before calling it a day. We headed home pretty early the next morning, and naturally it was cold and rainy and miserable the whole time. After one last obligatory stop at In 'n Out for lunch, we made it home and fetched Mae from boarding. It was a nice little getaway. Would have been nice to spend a couple more days down there, but California traffic also stresses me out like none other. I've racked up over 60 hours of PTO though, which accounts for a whole week and a couple extra days off work, so it will be nice to be able to take a day off here and there over the summer.

For Mother's Day this weekend, my sister and I went out and bought some soil and a bunch of pots and flowers and surprised our mom by planting all of them and arranging them on the front porch so she'd see them when we left for church yesterday morning. They look pretty nice and I'm always looking for an excuse to make it look like we have our household together because our neighborhood is a trash heap. Then we were gonna go out to Chinese last night but we got to the restaurant and the parking lot was more crowded than I've ever seen it in my life and the line was out the door, so we found somewhere else to go. We have a place in town called The Creamery that's part of a brewing company but they have really good food there and somehow the place was practically deserted. It ended up being really pleasant. The majority of the wait staff are college students so we knew quite a few of them, and they had free dessert for moms (we made her share ;) ). Then we spent the rest of the evening slumping lifelessly in the living room watching Parks and Rec. I think it was a good day. 

I've been selling quite a few books at work lately because my coworkers finally wisened up to the fact that the posters on my wall aren't just my artwork. It's been kinda fun, and everyone is really enthusiastic about reading. The clinic is participating in Relay for Life later in the summer and the head pharmacist (one of my new readers) has been going around looking for people who do artwork or other crafts and stuff so we can auction off people's stuff to raise money. She asked if I'd be willing to donate a set or two of my books and I said I'd be happy to. I actually ordered a couple of special sets with matte covers instead of glossy and I'm excited to see what they look like. If I like them, I may switch exclusively to matte.

Because I never post here, feel free to keep up with me over on Facebook or check out my semi-regular updates on my site. I've actually been getting quite a bit of writing done lately (with "quite a bit" being totally relative to how much I was getting done a few months ago, which was pretty much nothing). The structure of the stories I'm working on is really fun and I can't wait to be able to share more of my work with everyone.

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